Hari ini dan semalam!

Hari ini setelah satu bulan since my last post, aku ingin titip kembali apa yg berlaku padaku for the past 1 month.
17 Feb'08: Dated G4 Epiphane Fuzz. Went over to his place at Bandar Tasik Selatan around 11pm. We are supposed to go out for a drink and we ended up having tea at his house instead. He just met with an accident and he injured his leg. Poor thing! He was a nice guy. But that was it. That was the first and the last time i met him and contacted him. Sadly, he never contacted me or sms me. I guess it's bad luck again for me. Perhaps it's karma. I am doomed for romance.

20 Feb'08: Dated Mj Irwan around 11pm at Sentul. He wasn't my type though. Looked so much different in real life. Lots of teethy action. But i came clean to him after we had late dinner and told him that he wasn't my type.

22 Feb'08: Shagged G4 5zol around 6ish.

23 Feb'08: The worst day of my life. G4 yoe rejected me. It took him split seconds to reject me and i could tell from the look on his face that he loathed the sight of me. Am i that ugly? I couldn't stand it that i ended up crying myself out in the bathroom, at home. I didn't dare to go out that weekend. I just couldn't face the world. Facing another rejection.

24 Feb'08: Dated fC jeff at 1am. He was ok and all but he talked about himself a lot i.e. the fact that he is a model, a stage actor, and has a lots of fans. So, i didn't the date that much.

3 Mar'08: One of my grandfathers died. He didn't sick at all. He had problems breathing after choking on papaya that he ate during dinner. It was so sad though but he looked calm. I'm gonna miss you Tok Busu.

4 Mar'08: Funeral of my grandfather before Zohor prayer. Dated g4 fifth 6pm at Shah Alam.

5 Mar'08: Shagged mj prep around 6pm. He's short, and cute but was pretty demanding in bed something like 'fuck me hard. Harder!'. Such a dominatrix for a short guy. Dinner with g4 fifth.

8 Mar'08: Watched The spiderwick chronicle at T2 at 11.15am alone.

9 Mar'08: Went to Mamad Fever's home at Kg Baru around 1am.

11 Mar'08: First time i had a quickie in my car. FC jomkekawan sucked my dick and jerked me off. Did it at parking lot of Marriot Putrajaya around 12midnight.

13 Mar'08: Being rejected by an 8tv chatter. Again! Aku dah lali kena reject. Rejection is me.

14 Mar'08: Shagged g4 cairel twice; 3am and 5am. It was a good and tender moments with him. We talked. We cuddled. I hugged him while he was sleeping. Tucked him close to my body. Rubbing his hair gently while he was sleeping. I ended up going late to the office. Reached office around 10am.