Monday, February 16, 2009

Modelville: ANTM Cycle 1 Revisited



This is where it all began. In May 20,2003, UPN showed the 1st cycle of America's Next Top Model. Thanks to Tyra for making her dreams come true. And television has never been the same again (to me lah!). The catchphrase was "One Girl has what it takes". Featuring 10 contestants and in ranking order:
Last - Tessa,
9th - Katie,
8th - Nicole,
7th - Ebony,
6th - Giselle,
5th - Kesse,
4th - Robin,
3rd - Elyse,
2nd - Shannon,
Winner - Adrianne

The international destination was Paris. Adrianne won:
1. A contract with Revlon cosmetics
2. A contract for representation with Wilhemina Models
3. A spread in Marie Claire

Adrianne claimed that she did not receive all of her prizes, leading to a feud with Tyra. She was 20 y.o. when she won the title. She has since been disowned and completely disconnected from the show. In fact, rumour has it ANTM weren’t too happy when Adrianne was paid US$1 million to appear on the cover and in a nude pictorial for Playboy in 2006. Later, she appeared on VH1’s fourth season of The Surreal Life and began dating fellow housemate Peter Brady (well, Christopher Knight who played Peter in the original television series, so close enough). After The Surreal Life, the couple starred in a reality show documenting their life together called My Fair Brady, from which Adrianne reportedly earned US$250,000. The show led to her being featured in Maxim’s Hottest Women of Reality TV, and ranked (last) on the Maxim Hot 100 Women of 2005. Adrianne wed her Brady-beau in a gothic-themed ceremony in 2006.




















My award for the Bitchiest Contestant goes to: Robin.

Well she has definitely irritated the atheis Elyse and at the same time confronted the lesbian, Ebony. She complained about her makeover. Dismissed Ebony for her being a lesbian and bringing her girlfriend, Ka to the loft. But she was made to sleep on the floor in Paris. She even paid a boy to help her in Paris for direction during the go-sees. She refused to shoot naked knowing the fact that she flashed her boobs to Jay earlier.

Best photos goes to: Elyse and Adrianne's shot with snake and also Adrianne's shot for Reebok ad.

Worst photos went to: Kesse's shot with the snake (she looked ghastly and horrified instead of edgy), Shannon's shot for Stuff (she looked anorexic), and Tessa's "I'm going to take a dump on a top of a building in New York" JLO's swimsuit shot.

Most successful ANTM alum of Cycle 1 goes to Elyse. (She is the most successful ANTM alum ever and very successful in Asia. I saw her in lots of Hong Kong Fashion Week. She is feature in Sony commercial).

Where are they now (other than Adrianne and Elyse)?

1. Shannon Stewart: has done some print work and signed with Elite Model Management in Chicago.
2. Robin Manning: is pursuing an acting career and has been in 2 movies, did some church-related print work.
3. Kesse Wallace: has done some runway, acting, and commercial work and was signed with Gilla Roos.
4. Giselle Samson: did a variety of test shots.
5. Ebony Haith: was signed with Downtown Model Management and was an extra on Freakum Dress video for Beyonce
6. Nicole Panattoni: had modeled for various companies including La Isla Couture and Deal or No Deal but has retired to have a family.
7. Katie Cleary: is working with Deal or No Deal and has done some print modeling. She has also landed a few acting roles.
8. Tessa Carlson: did a few test shots but ultimately did not pursue a modeling career. She did posed for Stuff in 2003.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I conquered Gunung Datuk for the 2nd time!

Dah lama aku tak panjat gunung. Last year, I climbed Mount Kinabalu and Gunung Datuk. So, me and my friend, R, went to Gunung Datuk in Rembau on 14 Feb. It was R's first and the second for me. We left KL around 7.30am and reached the summit of Gunung Datuk around 8.45am. We started climbing around 9.10am. Before start climbing, siap ambik gambar and posing. Itu sudah kemestian. Gunung Datuk has a height of 2,900 feet above sea level.





The trail is a bit rocky with lots of small and huge rocks. Akar2 kayu pun ada. besar and kecil. But the trees are a bit weird in terms of the features and the names yet astonishing. I did snapped a few bunga liar. Quite rare and nice.



We managed to reach the top at 11.10am; exactly 2 hours. We spent almost 1 hour at the peak. Taking pictures. The view is simply breathtaking. Cold wind as well. Tengoklah my pics yg posing FIERCE ala model. Hehehe! Berangan lah tu. Well, bila lagi nak berangan kan?.....





My favourite show ever: ANTM!

TV (my TV that is hehehe...) has never been the same since America's Next Top Model (ANTM) shown on air. Thanks to Tyra for making a fashion modelling as 'real TV'. I love the cattiness. Bitchiness. The in-house drama. The over-the-top photo shoots. The outrageous catwalks. The juries' antiques and Tyra's too. It's FIERCE all the way through. I've watched religiously (the 1st runs, the repeats, the DVDs collection) every cycles of ANTM.

The winners from Cycle 1 to 11 are:
1. Adrianne (Elyse should have won. She is famous on international catwalks though now.)
2. Yoanna (My all time favourite)
3. Eva
4. Naima
5. Nicole
6. Danielle (Surprisingly Mollie Sue outdid Dani as she made headlines and now based in Paris.)
7. Caridee
8. Jaslene
9. Saleisha
10. Whitney
11. McKey

Here is my ranking for the winners. Which winners came out top on my list?


1. Yoanna
2. McKey
3. Nicole
4. Jaslene
5. Naima
6. Saleisha
7. Danielle
8. Whitney
9. Eva
10. Caridee
11. Adrianne

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Family trip Perak (continued)

25 Jan 2009


1. Pasir Salak

My family and I went to visit Kompleks Sejarah Pasir Salak (Pasir Salak Historical Complex). It is said that this is the place where Malay nationalism transpired with the assassination of JWW Birch, the first British Resident of Perak. Birch dibunuh oleh Puntum. Sadly, kitorang tak dapat tengok kubur si Puntum. The complex wasn't being maintained well except for the Terowong Sejarah (Time Tunnel). The tunnel is, basically, meant to instill the patriotism among the visitors on the journey of our nation towards Independence. The garden, the flowers, are not poorly maintained with dried flowers all over sporadically within the complex. The complex, has a nice view though with Sungai Perak as the background.

There is also the Sun Clock just opposite the entrance of the complex, which I found really interesting to look at. Namanya 'Jam Suria'.

Pas tu, plan nak pegi Gua Tempurung but when we reached there, the visiting hour is closed. We reached there at 4.30pm and apparently, the operating hour is from 9am to 4pm. Lesson learned, check operating hours of any local attractions to save you time. We went to Kellie's Castle after that.

2. Kellie's Castle



Kellie's Castle is situated at Batu Gajah. The castle belongs to Scottish rubber tycoon, William Kellie Smith (hence, the word Kellie) built for his wife. The castle is famous for its mystery such as the hidden elevator from bottom to the top floor and two tunnels under the nearby river. Legend said that at times, Kellie's spirit roamed in the castle especially in the walkway.



26 Jan 2009

3. Kuala Kurau

We spent the night before at Bagan Serai at my brother in law's uncle's house. After breakafst, we passed by Kuala Kurau fishing village. A breathtaking view from the newly built bridge. Didn't go there but snapped a few photos from the bridge instead since my nephews wanted to go to Taiping Zoo before heading home to Seremban.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Waddup!

It's been a while since my last post. Anyway, let's recap on what happened to me since 18 Jan 09. Oh yeah, my last day with the company that I worked with was on 16 Jan 09. Been there almost 5 years. Had both good and bad memories. Going to miss my staff, my colleagues, my cubicle. Life has to go on. I'm looking forward for new challenges in my life and can't wait for what lies ahead of me. For the record, I'm still jobless as of today. But I received an offer on Wednesday ( it wasn't that good but the opportunities seem to be fruitful later end of year). There is another offer but I have yet to be interviewed by the hiring personnel. The latter seemed to be my 'cup of tea' as it promised better career prospect. We'll just have to wait and see then.

Shagged Yusof on 19 Jan 09 around 2pm. It was ok. He proposed me business opportunities in unit trust. Seemed interesting. May meet up with him later for the briefing. Going to PD next day and checked in at Le Paris Resort, Batu 1. Very quiet. Need to take a break from KL. Refresh and recharged. Did, however, shagged 2 guys (1 on 20th and 1 on 21st - haiqal and duan). Tragedy occured on 21st. I accidentally killed a cat as I was about to leave the hotel. Poor thing died slowly. I'm sorry cat. The beautiful sunset at PD (picture below).


Watched Underworld 3 on 22 Jan 09 at Times Square. Then, hanged out at Starbucks Coffee. Surf internet. ada wifi kat situ. Then, terjumpa Bun, my ex company's client and I told him that I had left the company and he told me that he may have something for me. Rezeki kot. Alhamdulillah. Next day, sent car for service. Saturday, went to Perak with my family. Bawa my anak buah jalan2 ke Perak. We went to Sg Klah Hot Spring at Sungkai. Very cool place for relaxing your muscles ( a pool of hot spring water). Me any my mum and Alif was scared in getting to the hot water (pic below).

Stayed at Felda Sg Besout (my brother in law's hometown). So, save duit sikit. Next day, Sunday, went to Kompleks Sejarah pasir salak at Kuala Kangsar.

Then, dropped by at Kellie's Castle. Yes, the haunted castle. Before heading to Bagan Serai to spend a night at my brother in law's uncle's house. Next day, went to Kuala Kurau to see the fishing village and then, straight to Taiping Zoo. We reached Seremban later that night. Best gak pi Perak. Banyak lagi tempat menarik yg tak pegi lagi. macam Belum forest.
to be continued....................

Friday, January 23, 2009

Kuala Terengganu!

Dah lama aku tak post blog. Dekat 9 hari. Bukan sebab tak ada cer (cerita). Cuma aku dalam krisis. Tapi tak apa. Berkat doa dan kuasa yg Maha Esa, aku berjaya mengatasi krisis itu dan bangkit menongkah arus kehidupan. hidup tak selalu indah. ada duka ada suka. Tapi i am strong. I have to be. kalau tak, aku pasti kalah dengan cabaran hidup ini yg mengajar aku erti ketabahan dan erti kekuatan. Yang pasti, kita harus sentiasa ingat pada Tuhan dan insyaallah, Tuhan akan membantu kita sedayaNya.

What happened to me for the last 9 days? Aku pi Kuala terengganu pada jumaat mlm sabtu tanggal 16 januari 2009. yes, in the wake of the election. I witnessed myself the commotion, the craziness of the election. Pas. BN. Memang kacau bilau. Even ada pergaduhan. Yang uniknya cara diorang promote parti masing2. Bendera sudah tentu. topi. baju. basikal. kereta. tudung pun. Aku naik bas Ekpres Sutera dari Hentian Putra. Nampaknya, aku sudah ditipu. Basnya azab nak mampus. Bukan sperti bas ekspres biasa. More like bas kilang. Azab. Dengan enjin yang berbunyi. Beberapa kali aku berdoa supaya selamat sampai.

Aku sampai KT dlm kul 7 pagi. Tunggu my friend, Muin, ambik aku kat Bas terminal. had breakfast. Nasi minyak tau. Terkejut aku. Pagi2 makan nasi minyak. Terkezut perut aku sekejap. Then, pi mandi kat Air terjun sekayu.Then the next 2 days. jalan2 kat KT. Nice city. Pi Muzium tamadun islam. very nice indeed.

Bawah ni pic aku depan Masjid Mohammed Ali, Cairo, Egypt.



Ini pula pic aku depan Masjid Kristal. cantik tak?


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

2 B or not 2 B?


I'm confused. I want to be a good citizen. A good person. An empathy person to be exact. But with all these tragedy in Gaza. I felt so touched of the rampant bombing, the senseless killings, the crying, the catastrophe that occured to the Palestinian especially the innocent children. It is so sad. I was taken aback by this. Stop the killings please! Stop the bombing! World peace please! Macam Miss World lah pulak.
Which brings to the topic. To ban or not to ban? My sister and my BFF told me that the following brands or products have been donating money to Israeli Army. OMG! This is the troop that fired bombs and killed the innocent children in Gaza. So, I'm puzzled as to which brands i should ban. :)
1. Coca cola: B. (Coz i am on a no soft drink diet).
2. Huggies: B. (Definitely. Since when I became straight and have kids? Hehehe!)
3. River Island:? (Never heard of it.)
4. Mc Donalds: B (The diet thing.)
5. Clinique: ? (Not using it).
6. Disney: B (I don't watch Hannah Montana. Sorry Miley!)
7. Donna Karan: ? (Not edgy enough).
8. Starbucks: B (There's always Dome or Power Root Tongkat Ali)
9. Gap: ? (Don't wear it.)
10. Garnier: ? (Don't use it. Or anything with Fasha sandha in it).
11. Perrier: ? (????)
12. Kotex: ? (Since when i have a vagina?)
13. Sanex: B (Never use it).
14. Jo malone: ? (Jo who?)
15. Lancome: ? (Bye bye Isabella rossellini)
16. Libbys: ? (Am i supposed to know this brand?)
17. Tchibo: ? (What? Cibai)
18. Loreal: ? (Don't use it. Maya?)
19. marks & spencer: ? (Never buy from the store).
20. Kleenex: B (Can start using Premier now.)
21. Maybelline: ? (CT)
22. Nestle: Can i say 50/50 since i love the products.
23. Vittel: ? (???)
24. Revlon: ? (Bye bye Halle)
25. Wonderbra:? (Sorry, no boobs!)

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I just wanna say i love you

Ini bukan kisah cinta aku. Cuma tajuk lagu Potret, 'I just wanna say i love you'. Lagunya amat catchy sekali cuma liriknya diulang2 hampir 4 minit. 'I just wanna say i love you' selama 4 minit. Pelik tapi benar. Agaknya Melly dan Anto udah kekeringan idea. Aku mula dengar lagu masa holiday di Jakarta last month. Teman gue, Ivan, yang bilang ama gue tentang lagu ini dan liriknya yang pendek banget.

Tapi pasti lagu ni jadi ringtone gue.

Very upbeat. Uplifting. Maybe Melly mau kreatif. Suatu pembaharuan. Kebanyakan lagu Melly bagus2 deh. Ceria banget lagu ni.

Nikmati video klipnya di sini:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DjKo-QXJTkE&feature=related

Lagu ini juga merupakan OST filem "Chika". Aku gak tau ama kisahnya. Pelakon2nya juga aku gak kenalin.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Sitcom pilihan

Tonight is a bit boring. But thank God, 'The Nanny' is shown on Hallmark. Fran Fine (Fran Drescher) is insanely annoying with that high pitch nasal voice of hers but hilarious. Niles, the ever sarcastic butler. Miss Babcock, who is just a 'pain in the ass' but always a second best to Mr Sheffield. The kids. The mum and Grandma Yetta. There's nothing but a good sitcom to ease my boredom away.

Tonight's episode was particularly special since Nanny Fine and Mr Sheffield were stuck in Paris. Aaah Paris. I've been there before. Eiffel Tower looks amazingly beautiful especially at night. I was all alone in Paris after finished attending conference in Berlin. I stopped at Amsterdam in between before leaving Paris to London. This episode featured Eartha Kitt, the cat-like jazz singer with big voice. She passed away last month.

It may not be as good as my all time favourite sitcom, 'Friends'. I can't never get enough of Friends. I practically remembered almost every single lines and one liners of the episodes. 'Friends' actually cured me whenever I am down. I can watch every single episodes of Friends for hours while eating ice cream and eating snacks.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Yang terlewatkan

Masa aku pergi Bandung masa new year aritu, lagu ni menduduki Carta teratas di sana. Hebat juga penangan S07 ni. Nampaknya Duta masih menyegat. Lagu dia soothing and easy listening. Aku suka part du du du tu. Kelakar tapi cute. Ini liriknya:

Dimana kau selama ini
bidadari yang ku nanti
kenapa baru sekarang
kita dipertemukan
sesal kan tiada arti
karna semua tlah terjadi
kini kau tlah menjalani
du du du du du
sisa hidup dengannya

reff:mungkin salahku
melewatkanmu
tak mencarimu
sepenuh hati
maafkan aku
kesalahanku
melewatkanmu
hingga kau kini
dengan yang lain
maafkan aku

tak berulang kembali
kau tak akan terlewati
segenap hati ku cari
du du du du du
dimana kau berada

repeat reff

walau ku terlambat
kau tetap yang terhebat
melihatmu, mendengarmu
kau lah yang terhebat

Korang perasan tak lirik lagu S07 mesti ada word 'hebat'. kayak Pria terhebat. Apa2 pun, welcome back S07. Aku ingat lagi lagu yang membuatku jadi fans S07. 'Dan'. Keren banget lagu tu.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Kecewa

Titipan ini bukan mengisahkan diri gue yg kecewa tapi cuma lagu 'Kecewa' by Bunga Citra Lestari (BCL). Bunga yg keren banget. Lagunya pun keren banget. teman gue dari jakarta, edo, suka banget lagu ni sih. Ini untuk kamu Edo.

Sedikit waktu yang kau miliki
luangkanlah untukku
harap secepatnya datangi aku
s'kali ini ku mohon padamu
ada yang ingin ku sampaikan
sempatkanlah
Hampa kesal dan amarah
s'luruhnya ada dibenakku
tandai seketika
hati yang tak terbalas
oleh cintamu
ku ingin marah melampiaskan tapi kuhanyalah sendiri di sini
ingin kutunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada
bahwa hatiku kecewa
sedetik menunggumu di sini s'perti seharian
berkali kulihat jam di tangan
demi membunuh waktu
tak kulihat tanda kehadiranmu
yang semakin meyakiniku
kau tak datang

Ngak guna kecewa sih BCL. Kamu udah suami cakep kayak Ashraf. Just kidding. Emangnya, ada bioskop baru, Saus Kacang, peran BCL dan Ashraf. Ada Marsha Af3 juga. Gak pasti sama ada bakal ditayang di Malaysia. Tunggu aja kok di panggung. Apa2 pun lagu kecewa ni memang best giler. Meskipun aku tak kecewa, aku layannn je.

Happy New Year 2009!

Selamat Tahun Baru 2009. Aku rasa masa sungguh pantas berlalu. 2008 seperti sekilas pandang. Pandangan yang berbalam2 dengan pelbagai cerita. Indah. Suka. Duka. Perit. Tetapi tak se'fantastic' iklan Mega Astro Megadrama. That is one load of crap ad. But the guy in the ad is kinda hot. Must be a shallow and kekwat guy. I don't want to reminisce what happened in 2008.

Let's start afresh. Let's bygones be bygones. 2009 is all about being pejuang. Pejuang kehidupan. Let's welcome 2009. Be strong. Be tough. Be firm. No nonsense. No resolution. Take the bull by its horn as a bold Taurean would normally do.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

FEELING KEJAP!


Malam2 ni rasanya sayu aje. Nak feeling semacam aje. Biasalah kayak si pungguk rindukan bulan. Pokoknya, bulan enggak muncul. Karena bulan tak taste ngn pungguk. Kesian si pungguk yg bernama 'aku'. Sob sob sob! Maka si pungguk pun layan lagu 'Tapi Bukan aku' dinyanyikan sang pujangga bernama 'KerisPatih'.

Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku
ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini meski
tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

aku memang manusia paling berdosa
khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
lebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku
dan semua hatikukarena takkan
pernah kau temui, cinta sejati


reff:berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini
dan jangan kau tangisi lagi sekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali
padamu sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma
sebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinya
semoga saja kan kau dapati
hati yg tulus mencintaimu tapi bukan aku
repeat reff

Lirik lagu ini menyentuh banget umpama puisi yg menyentuh si pungguk. Memang keren! Sedih teramat. Kesian ya si pungguk a.k.a. si beruk. Apa salahnya kan beruk. Janji kau happy dengan cara kau. Me too. Masih merindukan si bulan yg tak kunjung tiba.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

NOTHING!

Here I am, sitting comfortably on my bed, staring blankly at my laptop, while the tv is playing Grey's Anatomy and my radio is playing HotFM. I have a mental block now. Dunno what to write. But i guess i had to write something. Hey, what i'm doing now. I AM writing. Let's see. What about my day today? Today is like any other day at work. Busy as usual. Interviewing not so great candidate. Why can't I find a credible male (cute) employee?

Then, it was the moment when I had to break news to my staff (freelancer) that I'm not renewing her contract. I felt so bad but I had to. Somebody has to break the news to her. I can feel her sadness but I had to since it is a mandate by the company to not renew contract for freelancers.

Other than that, my bff who was having crisis with his bf, has finally kissed and made up with bf. As much as i want his happiness, but deep inside, i wish i could have my bff back. I pretty much lost all my bffs the moment they have bf. I do envy them. Why i can't be like them? Happy with their other half. But it just pissed me off with the fact that they will always come back to me whenever they quarelled with their bf. I was like their 'agony aunt'. A problem solver.

I dun want to be selfish but i'm starting to. Why can't my life be about me, not them?

Monday, December 1, 2008

Hidung tak mancung, pipi tersorong-sorong!

What does it mean? In my book, it means "jangan terhegeh2". I have been terhegeh2 all my life (I think). Terhegeh2 suka pada orang yg kita suka padahal orang tu tak suka kita langsung ataupun 'suam suam kuku' aje dgn kita. Kita aje yg perasan lebih atau syok sendiri. Tapi biasalah tu kan, syok sendiri coz everyone craves for something that they long for and wish for and fancy.

Including me. Tak serik2. That's what my friends have been telling me since Day 1. Seperti orang lain, aku nak juga menyukai seseorang yang aku fancy dengan harapan orang tu akan menyukai kita juga. Tapi tak semuanya tercapai. For me at least. I guess i'm juz unlucky compared to my friends. They can easily get the guy of their dreams. Maybe i'm bad luck (dah tercop di dahi). Or am i juz out of luck?

Dunno! Maybe. Maybe not. You know what. i think i should make a stand for myself. Not to 'terhegeh-hegeh' anymore. Just take life as it is. Kalau ada orang suka, ok lah. Kalau tak ada pun, just move on. After all, i'm not 17 going to 34. I AM 34! So, life doesn't have to be that complicated. So, let's not make my life more complicated than it is now. Think about me. My career. My mum. My nephews. My new apartment. My traveling plans. My new car (maybe).

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Self-absorbed gays!

I had a hectic couple of days; been in an offsite meeting at Cyberjaya. Kinda like a team building thingie. It was fun, at times, since the staff got to 'get loose' and have fun and getting to know each other a lil bit more. Though i might say, some of them, got a lil carried away; drinking too much and getting a 'hangover' on Day 2 and some 'hanky panky' along the way. Nonetheless, the resort is so beautiful and the room is so spacious.

Enough about the event. Back to the original topic. What do the words 'self-absorbed gays' mean? They mean gays who love themselves so much that they think they are better and superior beings than other gays. They are so self-absorbed that they think that they are the kings (or shall I say QUEENS) of the world, more appropriately, the PLU world. It's a classic case double standard in any society. But so much apparent in gay society.

This is what happened to me just now. Aku tengah tunggu nak naik lif at my apartment block when suddenly this gay couple also arrived and tengah tunggu nak naik lif at the same time. Ada 3 lif at my apartment block. Masa tunggu lif tu, i noticed that both of them gave me that 'cynical' look. You know. That ' i am way better than you' kinda look. That schmuck look. That superior look. i was taken aback by their attitude and what made it worst is that bila pintu lif terbuka, i pun went in but i heard the bf cakap 'Tak nak naik lah. Kita tunggu the next one lah'.

OMG! I wish i nak cakap aje yg diorang ni perasan handsome. Macam lah handsome or all that sangat. macamlah i nak terhegeh2 kat diorang. So pathetic! I wonder how long they will stay as a couple with that attitude. Which brings me to the essence of double standard practice among the gay ppl. Why would one think that they are superior, better, than the other gays? It's bad enough that there aren't many gays in the world and the prevailing discriminating laws against gays. Sesama sendiri pun nak dengki or memandang rendah to the other gays. I pity them.

Perhaps, they need a wake up call that they are not, after all, perfect. The pie is big enough for everyone to have a piece of it. A little humility is good enough. Imagine a world with lots of self-absorbed people or gays; everyone goes for a perfection. Incredibly anal! Insanely vain! Condemning and punishing those 'civilian' with flaws. What would that world turn out to be? A chaotic world of "fakeness". A total recipe for disaster!

June 2008

7 June - Watched 'Prom Night' with G4 Kage.
7 June - Shagged Mj Dani.
7 June - Depart to Langkawi
8 June - Checked in Holiday Villa, Langkawi (Pantai Tengah)
10 June - Checked out from Holiday Villa
20 June - Shagged Mj Anas
22 June - Shagged Mj Anas
23 June - Shagged G4 Clip
25 June - Shagged Danial
27 June - Shagged Fc Alfarizan
30 June - Shagged 8 Mamat

June recap:
1. Movie date = 1
2. Shag = 7 (OMG!)
3. Holiday escapade = 1

Monday, November 24, 2008

Tentang kamu


Aku mulai meminati Bunga Citra Lestari way before she fell in love with Ashraf. She is so pretty and angelic in 'Cinta pertama'. I love her acting so much that i had to find the movie dvd. The movie wasn't what i had expected it to be. The cinematography saved it though. Acting wise - some wooden performances from the cast. Nonetheless, the song 'Cinta Pertama' set BCL's foray into the Indonesian showbiz. She has acted in a few sinetrons thereafter. But, let's not talk about her wedding to Ashraf. Let's talk about the album. I'm glad to say that the album is worthy with some easy listening songs and BCL's vocal has definitely improved. My favs apart from 'Aku dan dirimu, of course is 'Tentang Kamu'. This song should be played repeatedly and insanely when you are all alone at home, lazying on your bed, watching the full moon from your window, hoping that your loved one would come over and caress you until you fall asleep in his / her arms. Mmmm!
Ku tak bisa menebak
ku tak bisa membaca
tentang kamu
tentang kamu
kau buat ku bertanya
slalu dalam hatiku
tentang kamu
tentang kamu
[reff]bagaimana bila akhirnya ku cinta kau
dari kekuranganmu hingga lebihmu
bagaimana bila semua benar terjadi
mmungkin inilah yang terindah
begitu banyak bintang
seperti pertanyaanku
tentang kamu
tentang kamu
Waduh! Masyuk amat lagu ini. Aku pengen punya pacar yg bisa kubelai sambil kita berdua melihat bintang di langit. Melambai pada bulan yg penuh. Kapan aku bisa temui 'kamu'?

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Ada apa dengan Afgan? (Chapter 3)


Lagu kedua Afgan pilihan gue pastinya 'Sadis'.
'Sadis' mengisahkan kekasih yang mempermainkan perasaan pacarnya. It's like taking your supposed lover for a ride. An emotinal 'roller coaster' ride. Faking one's love to another. lagu ni kayaknya pacar setia yg dikhianati cintanya.

Sadis
Terlalu Sadis Caramu
Menjadikan Diriku
Pelampiasan Cintamu
Agar Dia Kembali Padamu
Tanpa Peduli Sakitnya Aku

Tega Nian Nya Caramu
Menyingkirkan Diriku
Dari Percintaan Ini
Agar Dia Kembali Padamu
Tanpa Peduli Sakitnya Aku

Semoga Tuhan Membalas Semua Yang Terjadi
Kepadaku Suatu Saat Nanti
Hingga Kau Sadari Sesungguhnya Yang Kau Punya
Hanya Aku Tempatmu Kembali
Sebagai Cintamu

Hanya Aku Tempat Mu Kembali

Semoga Tuhan Membalas Semua Yang Terjadi
Kepadaku Suatu Saat Nanti
Hingga Kau Sadari Sesungguhnya Yang Kau Punya
Hanya Aku Tempatmu Kembali
Sebagai Cintamu

Hingga Kau Sadari Sesungguhnya Yang Kau Punya
Hanya Aku Ooo...
Sebagai Cintamu

Check out the music video: I just love Afgan's pouty lips. So kissable! Aku mau kiss Afgan, bisa nggak? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pEs7tdoWsY&feature=related

Ada apa dengan Afgan? (Chapter 2)


Lagu yang membuat aku terpana dengan cowok bernama Afgan, "Terima Kasih Cinta".
Lagunya is so simple yet puitis. A good "good night" song.

Terima Kasih Cinta

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Chorus: Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Ulang Chorus
ouuwwww...ouuwwww...
Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku
oouuwww
Kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Click this link to view the music video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZG_xBIN5gFQ